Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo

Gone

2009-11-21T18:50:49Z

RIP Grandad, we love you.

...:(

2009-11-17T19:14:43Z

They may be turning grandads life support off on friday.

...

:(

I'm going to spend as much time as possible with him.

Blarg

2009-10-28T11:58:58Z

I genuinely dislike my family.
Almost all of my immediate family anyway.

(I wont say I hate them because hate is a strong word, I really do not like them though)

Life!

2009-10-25T20:34:28Z

Yes, I've been a baad rabid wuff :P Not updating.

Life's been crazy.

Started college.

Got a new PC.

Grandad is in hospital.

PC broke...

Yeaaaah, you guys can hopefully see why LJ is hard to get to now XD

Brb Spain

2009-08-09T09:38:30Z

Off to Spain with draken, be back in a fortnight

So yes, update and some general stuff

2009-07-13T20:22:31Z

hellooo! I have finished my college course thing! My legs are pleased :D
So yes, certainly an interesting experience...

Anyway! I am now definately off to spain! I'll be flying out in August.

Onnn Saturday I finally completed one of my aspirations- to eat in a old american styled diner :D It's called Stateside, I went their with Draken, it's niiiiice :D They do a reeses puffs milkshake, and bearing in mind how expensive reeses Puffs are over here (£7 a box! Same with lucky charms) it doesn't cost any more that their usual milkshake price :3 Shall be going again

I stayed at Drakens on Saturday tooo, he was forced out of his room so we were talking on MSN. His laptop was still connected to the TARDIS speaker in his bedroom, where I was. Nothing is more terrifying than hearing 'Ooh, what's in heeere?' while half asleep. NOTHING!

Other stuff:

Commission by the lovely and talented Danza : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2498840

Olld vid of me in 'suit doing the twist! : www.youtube.com/watch

Write more some other time!

THIS MORNING WAS HELLISH

2009-06-30T22:38:10Z

JHGJFHGASJKFGH
Oh yes! I suppose this also a update for those who only follow my LJ lol.
I've been conditionally accepted into one of the top 3 colleges in England and Wales :P The conditions are get the right grades from my GCSE's and successfully complete the summer school.
So for 2 weeks (including today and yesterday) I'll be doing said summer school. Tis no problem, takes me 10 minutes to get the metro there, 10 to walk up. It's what I did yesterday.

AND TODAY IT ALL WENT WRONG

Nearly missed metro, saw it at station, ran on! Once on here it'll be terminating at the next station :I I later found out that some guy threw himself under the train at Longbenton, so it was all shut off for the police. Now, metros are packed at this time, and everyone from the metro needed a bus. So I waited 40 MINUTES in a line to get on a bus. Which dropped me off 30 mins away from college! In the end, I was 20 minutes late, I spent almost all of that time off the metro standing up.Hell, I spent ALL of that time standing or walking. My legs ache.

Later they were running again! Got off at a stop where a bus I get to Drakens goes...only to find that it would take 50 mins. Fuck that, I just got back on the metro lol. Then got another bus then JOGGED from the bus stop to his house. wtf is wrong with me?!?

SO, today I was on my feet a grand total of-
40 mins for bus
10 mins on bus
30 mins walking
20 mins for lunch
10 mins to metro
5-7 mins jogging

Nearly 2 hours :I

ANYWAY, WALL-E icon because I am feeling all lovey bawwww

An end?

2009-06-09T13:19:15Z

Last Thursday I had my last exam, and I didn;t really feel like anything had changed in terms of my life. However, after my goodbye to my tutor yesterday I can't help but feel that I've finished a chapter in my life. I'm not sure how I feel about that...I was sad to say good bye to the woman who I'd seen almost every day fo the last year, and excited and nervous of what was to come next. To top it all off, when I came back home I found a letter from college giving me an appointment to go and show my work.

I feel as if this is somehow more important to me and those who knew me a year or two ago, when I was convinced I wouldn't be alive at this point. And yet here I am.

Ah well. I won't view this an end. I see it as a new beginning. So wish me luck!

colour test thing

2009-06-05T21:54:50Z

Slightly scared, most of this is very true for me right now....

You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.

Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.

The present situation, not of your making, is forcing you to compromise. You will have to hold back and forgo some of your hopes, dreams and aspirations.

You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.

I have neglected LJ

2009-05-31T22:05:44Z

Hello all.

My commissions seem to attract crazy Exes. Even when the commission is not the partner with another person. Seriously, wtf man.

RBW is a no

2009-04-12T11:21:44Z

Well crap :/ Missed out last year due to age and I'm missing it this year due to age...
Guess I won't be going to ANY cons for another 2 years at least.

Meh. I have £400 saved now, it'll be fun to spend that (crate of RED BUUUUULLLL)

Oh and

2009-04-03T00:09:28Z

It's like my birthday or something.
Yeah.

NEVER CATCH ME NEVER NEVER NEVER

2009-04-02T21:54:43Z

OMG NEW RUBY QUEST THREAD!
Yes even if it was a mostly hilarious thread I enjoyed it. Love me some Ruby Quest <3
Also Red icon >:3

Sometimes...

2009-03-30T18:35:44Z

A hug can make it all seem better....

doodled some RQ fanart in like 5 mins. So much wrong with it, but meh I haven't drawn Ruby or Tom in forever so nyah.

This is odd...

2009-03-26T19:11:36Z

It's been a while since I actually missed someone...
I'll see you soon as I can leave the house Draken ;___;

(p.s, Gin from Bleach is totally Red from RQ. He has squinty eyes, weird ass smile and JUST KIDDING)

KYUUBI AND RED

2009-03-24T23:21:16Z

I Am imagining Red from Ruby Quest having a tea party with KN8(I think 8 anyway). This is the most amazing image ever.

GODDAMN NEARLY MY BIRTHDAY

2009-03-17T11:51:20Z

FUCK YEEEAH
I'LL BE ABLE TO HAVE WINE WITH A MEAL LEGALLY SOON.

Not another 'sona change

2009-03-05T14:41:58Z

Okay, so recently I gave Rabid a black mane, like that of a maned wolf. I eventually added maned wolf into the mix to make Rabid a cross between timber wolf/shih-tzu/maned wolf. As of today, their is no more timber wolf in me.

I'm a maned wolf/shih-tzu cross :D As a result of this, I'm re-designing some parts of Rabid. Should have it done soon :)

AHHHH HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT THIS IS I DON'T EVEN KNOW

2009-02-25T12:39:08Z

SPOILERS FOR THE NEWEST NARUTO CHAPTER

OH GOD Wat is going did Hinata just tell Naruto she loved him omg and now she is dead I don't even know and HOLYFUCK 6 TAILS AHHH IS NARUHINA CANON??!?!? IT IS A MYSTERY OH GOD I KIND OF WANT BUT DO NOT WANT BECAUSE IT'S LIKE A BAD FANFIC AGGGGHHHHHH

Newwww Rabid Arts :3

2009-02-16T15:49:45Z

Just finished 2 art trades, which means I now have new pics of Rabid X3

First is by Xiver:

Next is from Fu:

I luffs them both <3

Twitter anyone?

2009-02-09T20:56:15Z

I've found I want to post ranodm things yet not make a journal about them, so I have a Twitter now.

I'm RabidWolfen of course!

Anyone else got one? I need to follow people.

Whooo hat!

2009-02-07T15:04:19Z

I maded a hat :D Probably wear it tomorrow.
Speaking of which, whooo meet tomorrow. It appears that once again I won't be the only female there. Oh, and it'll be Neko's first meet.

Pushing Daisies is back, this makes me a happy wuff :3

BUT RUBY QUEST IS FINISHED
SAD WUFF
http://suptg.thisisnotatrueending.com/archive.html?tags=Ruby - RQ. Read it.

ALL CAPS

2009-02-02T23:37:12Z

MY FULL NAME IS NOW APPARENTLY RABID FROSTBITE HORNBALL WOLFEN

SHOULD THIS GO ON MY DOG TAG Y/N?

ALSO THIS HAT IS PISSING ME OFF >:C GOD I HOPE IT SNOWS AGAIN SO I DON;T HAVE MY TUTOR AND I CAN JUST SEWWWWW

WHOOPS

2009-01-29T11:43:26Z

Okay, so I fell asleep while on msn again, hahaha. Sorry Draken :c (Although, the reason I was tired was your fault....)

Fuzzy Babblings

2009-01-26T02:30:22Z

I've been thinking about what Rabid is in relation to me. I know to some furs their character is just that, a character, with nothing to do with them other than act as their icon online. For some it's what they'd like to be. For others, it's something they can use for perhaps not the most wholesome reasons.
For me? Rabid started as something I could just use instead of my real name and face. Acting as a mask to hide me, perhaps to keep myself anonymous after growing used to being anon. Then developed into something I would like to be, outragiously coloured furs and markings, as well as bizarre powers and even wings. However, learning of sparkledogs I stuck to simplicity, and found that through being plain and simple, she developed more, before eventually becoming....well, me really. I have no doubts I could call myself Rabid, I often find myself imagining life as if I were Rabid (this is probably due to always having drawing on the brain). This is why I don't RP. Feeling so close to the extent I'd call it me...I couldn't see myself having random sex. The rare times (all three of em) that I have RP'd have been with someone I could see myself with IRL.
Occasionally I find myself wishing I weren't so attatched, perhaps then I could RP more. But to me, doing it as something that I consider myself seems...I dunno, sluttish?

Yes, this was somewhat serious at first, but it's late and descended into babbling. JOY.
Also I seem like such on ass on LJ. I am not like this when chatting or irl X3