RIP Grandad, we love you.

They may be turning grandads life support off on friday.


...

:(

I'm going to spend as much time as possible with him.

I genuinely dislike my family.
Almost all of my immediate family anyway.

(I wont say I hate them because hate is a strong word, I really do not like them though)

Yes, I've been a baad rabid wuff :P Not updating.

Life's been crazy.

Started college.

Got a new PC.

Grandad is in hospital.

PC broke...


Yeaaaah, you guys can hopefully see why LJ is hard to get to now XD

Off to Spain with draken, be back in a fortnight

hellooo! I have finished my college course thing! My legs are pleased :D
 So yes, certainly an interesting experience...

Anyway! I am now definately off to spain! I'll be flying out in August.

Onnn Saturday I finally completed one of my aspirations- to eat in a old american styled diner :D  It's called Stateside, I went their with Draken, it's niiiiice :D They do a reeses puffs milkshake, and bearing in mind how expensive reeses Puffs are over here (£7 a box! Same with lucky charms) it doesn't cost any more that their usual milkshake price :3 Shall be going again

I stayed at Drakens on Saturday tooo,  he was forced out of his room so we were talking on MSN. His laptop was still connected to the TARDIS speaker in his bedroom, where I was. Nothing is more terrifying than hearing 'Ooh, what's in heeere?' while half asleep. NOTHING!

Other stuff:

Commission by the lovely and talented Danza :  http://www.furaffinity.net/view/2498840

Olld vid of me in 'suit doing the twist! : www.youtube.com/watch

Write more some other time!

 JHGJFHGASJKFGH
Oh yes! I suppose this also a update for those who only follow my LJ lol.
I've been conditionally accepted into one of the top 3 colleges in England and Wales :P The conditions are get the right grades from my GCSE's and successfully complete the summer school.
So for 2 weeks (including today and yesterday) I'll be doing said summer school. Tis no problem, takes me 10 minutes to get the metro there, 10 to walk up. It's what I did yesterday.

AND TODAY IT ALL WENT WRONG

Nearly missed metro, saw it at station, ran on! Once on here it'll be terminating at the next station :I I later found out that some guy threw himself under the train at Longbenton, so it was all shut off for the police. Now, metros are packed at this time, and everyone from the metro needed a bus. So I waited 40 MINUTES in a line to get on a bus. Which dropped me off 30 mins away from college! In the end, I was 20 minutes late, I spent almost all of that time off the metro standing up.Hell, I spent ALL of that time standing or walking. My legs ache.

Later they were running again! Got off at a stop where a bus I get to Drakens goes...only to find that it would take 50 mins. Fuck that, I just got back on the metro lol. Then got another bus then JOGGED from the bus stop to his house. wtf is wrong with me?!?

SO, today I was on my feet a grand total of-
40 mins for bus
10 mins on bus
30 mins walking
20 mins for lunch
10 mins to metro
5-7 mins jogging

Nearly 2 hours :I

ANYWAY, WALL-E icon because I am feeling all lovey bawwww

Last Thursday I had my last exam, and I didn;t really feel like anything had changed in terms of my life. However, after my goodbye to my tutor yesterday I can't help but feel that I've finished a chapter in my life. I'm not sure how I feel about that...I was sad to say good bye to the woman who I'd seen almost every day fo the last year, and excited and nervous of what was to come next. To top it all off, when I came back home I found a letter from college giving me an appointment to go and show my work.

I feel as if this is somehow more important to me and those who knew me a year or two ago, when I was convinced I wouldn't be alive at this point. And yet here I am.

Ah well. I won't view this an end. I see it as a new beginning. So wish me luck!

Slightly scared, most of this is very true for me right now....

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You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.

Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.

The present situation, not of your making, is forcing you to compromise. You will have to hold back and forgo some of your hopes, dreams and aspirations.

You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.

Hello all.

My commissions seem to attract crazy Exes. Even when the commission is not the partner with another person. Seriously, wtf man.

Well crap :/ Missed out last year due to age and I'm missing it this year due to age...
Guess I won't be going to ANY cons for another 2 years at least.

Meh. I have £400 saved now, it'll be fun to spend that (crate of RED BUUUUULLLL)

It's like my birthday or something.
Yeah.

OMG NEW RUBY QUEST THREAD!
Yes even if it was a mostly hilarious thread I enjoyed it. Love me some Ruby Quest <3
Also Red icon >:3

A hug can make it all seem better....

doodled some RQ fanart in like 5 mins. So much wrong with it, but meh I haven't drawn Ruby or Tom in forever so nyah.

It's been a while since I actually missed someone...
I'll see you soon as I can leave the house Draken ;___;

(p.s, Gin from Bleach is totally Red from RQ. He has squinty eyes, weird ass smile and JUST KIDDING)

I Am imagining Red from Ruby Quest having a tea party with KN8(I think 8 anyway). This is the most amazing image ever.

FUCK YEEEAH
I'LL BE ABLE TO HAVE WINE WITH A MEAL LEGALLY SOON.

Okay, so recently I gave Rabid a black mane, like that of a maned wolf. I eventually added maned wolf into the mix to make Rabid a cross between timber wolf/shih-tzu/maned wolf. As of today, their is no more timber wolf in me.

I'm a maned wolf/shih-tzu cross :D As a result of this, I'm re-designing some parts of Rabid. Should have it done soon :)

SPOILERS FOR THE NEWEST NARUTO CHAPTER

OH GOD Wat is going did Hinata just tell Naruto she loved him omg and now she is dead I don't even know and HOLYFUCK 6 TAILS AHHH IS NARUHINA CANON??!?!? IT IS  A MYSTERY OH GOD I KIND OF WANT BUT DO NOT WANT BECAUSE IT'S LIKE A BAD FANFIC AGGGGHHHHHH

Just finished 2 art trades, which means I now have new pics of Rabid X3

First is by Xiver:


Next is from Fu:



I luffs them both <3